just cause lj is truly (or maybe just superfically) cooler (:
zaijian wo bu ai ni le blogspot.com!

xo

N, 10:59 PM



carryzazzle today yummm i wuff u dirah! does that come out as too trying? hhaa but wuff is such a cute word.

palms not healing! am still disgusted. seletar houseshirt stinks.

jellies shrak(shreks brother) to only half their original size so weird.

i got some answer. may not be the ones i want, but answers they remain. what answers are they when they dont even fit the question.

didnt play jigsaw too tonight, school resumes tmr. am too tired I&R is a bitch, just like kris is. ;D

i have 65op slides (say omg) and yangrong is promoting techno hits -.-!

friday is coming, mother told me not to go sch "tell your teacher your birthday you're the biggest la". refused to get me supper tonight. samuel ure not alone my mom is deliberately starving me too.

wed started in the most horrible manner ever, period, whatever. tried to make it end better, maybe it did, maybe it did not. really depends on how u see things right?

BALLXXX when u read this contact me. friday plans im not going to school meet me somehow idk if my bossy mom needs to help prepare food so idk if i can make it to town. be a good girl and go to school u end so early anyways.

okay am out and melissatio dont be so emo i wuff u HAHA.

N, 11:53 PM



i am that upset i no longer want to think back and reflect why i am upset. but who the hell bothers about what fustrates and angers them right? that will just bloody hell make u more pissed or whatever idk.

but sometimes shutting them out dont mean they wont keep screaming and banging in your head until u really want to vent it on somebody.

i miss glutt ): i miss you i really miss you meet me soon or i'll just see u on thurs haha.

i am bloody fustrated my palms are fucking gross OMG @$(!@&(@&$%)@*#^%@)#(^%()~@^%#

out. and have a goodlife everybody

N, 10:22 PM


i'm not. i don't know. i understand. i'm okay. i'm okay. i'm not okay. not the nicest person around. some other people beat me to it. sorry. bad friend. cowardly performance. lack of luck. comprehended. chronologicallyill. understatement. bye.

N, 1:21 AM



If I could then I'd,
Shrink the world tonight,
So that I would find,
You and me inside.

Of the last good scene,
A film that changes things.
Breaks us, makes us sing,
Leaves us wondering.

-

my palms = gross = uber): i have to use soapfree soap! how's that.

pw tmr pw sucks pw allows me to focus. i cant wait for friday thanks eve and eve's mom for their pork haha. and cups and tongs and marshies dont forget!

are u excited for friday? u should be!

we're empty.

N, 10:31 PM



" i do believe there is many a tear in the heart that never reaches the eye "
- Norman MacEwan

indeed, indeed. my nose is choked with all that fabric softener smell and my mom only eats my jellies because she says it will be a waste if she was to throw it away soon.

i am going to see a doctor for my disgustingzzzz palms ):

N, 8:58 PM




be it digging the way you switch your style,
or feeling the rhythm of the beat thats your heart,
you know with me, you'll always make a pile
because we've been such wonderful friends right from the start.


yay! my amateur rhyming exercise haha.

my mother is starving me help!!!!!

N, 3:21 PM



somehow the dances and the music are alot better than the first, that's right, hsm2 was on tv again! what was short of my excitement was probably the punching of fist into the air when i read the menuguide haha.

mom's food kinda wasnt very good today (i refrained from typing a sucked ooops haha) and so i didnt eat much. and my jellos taste better now than yesterday. samuel and jac were just being nice haha

i feel kinda light headed and my nose kinda choked. how?

night!

(edit. i watched meteorgardenIIin jap and i've been bawling for the past 2 hours nonstop. )

N, 10:52 PM






' eh ni zhen de hen ai lehhhhhh ' (:

Promos = OVER ;D and no glut I will not forgive you for whatever neglect I felt from you today ): cse was easypeasy! k let's not jinx it further but srsly, lesterlim is coolbeans !

ny and fooling around in the evening with sammiekinns and jac(: ' is that a hint?? ', ' nono its like a outright demand! ', ' yesyes hint i want for my birthday ahhh ' haha loveeeeee!

ytd stupid kris and eve scolded me when i sang my hate(i really dont like you) song haha and i went love love lovelovelovelove... haha kris is such a crude biatch really! i hope the buffet comes true on monday hehe cant wait!

7hand poker is so fun!

my headache is so annoying ): out!

N, 11:52 PM



but you confessed that when we were alone
you had to tell yourself to breathe
so maybe i should feel a little more like
i've been living in a dream

xx

I really love bubbly:D Nic has it in her phone but it ends abruptly at the back part so poor me had to listen to it like ummm 4times or so but its really good so !

We're such losers, promos end tmr (kay fine just for me) and we all cant come up with any concrete plans haha. namely jessie and sammiekinns and their motherlydates ! jac we go be ahpeks!

CSE I'm coming for an A!

out yall!

N, 11:01 PM



eyes that stray

-

One1one1one1 more paper to gooooooo(: Maths was such a bloody screw up!! well at least we spotted accurately for history. the feeling of extreme luck because you only lazily picked like 2 topics/lectures to study can be fatal! i promise never to do it again:D

halfway through ccp/statebureaucracy and the likes and im almost there yesssssssss!

i have weird bumps (again!!) on my palm! im freaking mother out with so many newfound physical umm issues haha. ballxxx the moooncake is good go tell ur mom!

redbull was so bloody effective i only managed to be fully asleep at like 3.40! totally value for money

oright time to recharge goodluck for literature darlings! :-* (kay this is only for dawn or else someone will grumblegrumble.... haha)

out! (can u actually sense that im really relieved that maths and history are over? OH and i got a surprise text from the land from down under! i forgot how its phrased but whatever love u yeamer!)

N, 10:55 PM



there's a look in your eye and it's screaming goodbye
now it tears me apart just to look at the sky



N, 7:23 PM



read copy paste edit delete read copy paste edit delete

i'm really useless. does it get any clearer than this?

i still need the buzz of everything else to distract me, i am still learning. my father just took out my famous amos cookies and said the cookies smelt really good. will i ever get out of my rut?

guilty as fucking charged.

9pm raven and one more time of econs crash reading through and then i will give a good, long deserving prayer of thankfulness to the one up there and then i will fall asleep, remembering to forget everything, anything.

N, 8:51 PM



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kisses come cheap



N, 11:07 PM



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just rather empty.


N, 9:09 PM



i'll sail this ship alone
between the pain and the pleasure
i'll sail this ship alone
amongst the sharks and the treasure

-

my foot is healing, healing I say! (:

tmr i have only 1 freaking ec lect and i end at 11, agn! ): i will chiong i will chiong hehe ms tan is sacarsmqueenzz.com

im so freaking ass unproductive, i spent hours bumming my ass at some children section reading about anne freaking frank :o i will begin hardcore (maybe secret) mugging tmr haha

i didnt have dinner and the unhappy stomach is grumbling! howdy.

i'm not some huixian lookalike xuyun! pound u ah, haha

p/s im SO hungry im way past the must-eat-something stage. i need to sleep my discomfort off!

N, 9:42 PM





N, 9:41 PM



they say a million people bow and scream
to an effigy of gold
as so life begin
and the ship we're in
and history unfold



N, 8:53 PM



http://youtube.com/watch?v=omCFKGhe5j8

I really dont care if http://perezhilton.com labels him under Gay Gay Gay, Zac rocks sockssssss.

i bet juliet was just icing on the cake says:
whatcha doing now?

DIRAH - Feel the rhythm of the beat that's my heart. says:
i dont know

DIRAH - Feel the rhythm of the beat that's my heart. says:
thinking of what to do?

N, 5:14 PM

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